Before The Worst

" ... It's so easy to see dysfunction between you and me
we must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know, I love you but I'm letting go .. "

Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5

Don't you realized that everything's so much different now?

I start looking around with what we had, then I realized that nothing looks the way it did when we started and Yaps! The harsh reality is that those days were gone.

I am nowhere near perfect and I don't mean to keep track of the wrongs we had done to each other, but to be honest it sucks to be the one who'll always make the first move to fix whatever this.

I feel like being trapped and left alone in our memories that used to be. I convince myself that nothing has changed but how it hurts me that I know that you were actually bring your phone but you're not directly told me things that happened to you, it made me realize that I cannot be your home when you're my home, I cannot make you feel happy or to make you feel better to be sharing the best and the worst moments of your life with. I know everything's different but to pretend that it's not probably the only way to face the next day. 

And then I asked my self; How if I was just a phase in your life?